Saturday, February 18, 2006
a lot on my mind
i’ve been looking at my blog archives and i realize i’ve totally cut down on my posts, as compared to when i first started blogging, when i was decidedly committed to posting a photo a day, if not a detailed description of what was going on when i took the photo, and also my thoughts on the daily happenings of my life.
however, now, it looks like i’m lucky if i post twice in a week. i’m gonna break outta habit and post for the 4th time this week. yay!
i’ve had so much to say and so much on my mind and that’s the reason… hmmm, no, i’m gonna have to revise that statement. i’ve had so much on my mind and haven’t figured out what i wanna say about it, and THAT’S the reason. i can’t make up my mind what i’m thinking or how i feel about it… just that i’m all mixed up about how i feel about everything. ok, so -everything- might be an exaggeration, but still, it just seems like i’ve been preoccupied and lost in my thoughts. and of course, i’m thinking about relationships, mostly the one with God, but also with my parents, and just also in general.
so, i guess i’m just throwing that out there - that i’ve had a lot to think about and sort out and i suppose when i’m done i’ll probably be spilling some of my conclusions here but that all depends on what my final thoughts are. and mostly, i guess i’m just finally willing to let people in… and ask for some thoughts/prayers/encouragement and possibly even some heart-to-heart conversations if you’re the type that typically does that with me.
but for the rest of you, i’ll settle for a comment. =)
so there.